My Time Is Now

I've wrote down so much in these past couple days & this is the last of it.i'm not gonna go on & on about what happened & how I feel becuz I'm over it. I can feel the beginning of a new me. I can feel myself changing into the woman I really want to be. My cousin told me something that shook me. Becuz of my past w/ my dad I'm used to aggressive love & that's why I was so comfortable & used to the love that was given. I've realized alot of my fathers actions is why I was the way I was in that relationship. Now I kno he dnt care & he isn't thinkin about me but I do love him. Always have & always will but it's time for me to move one & grow. It's time for me to really focus & do me. I'm to young for a serious relationship. I'm focusing on me. I was singing the other day & I think I actually want to go after my forgotten dream. It's time to make me happy & my time is now.