Truly

I've realized that I'm handling this alot better than I thought I would. People can see a change in me. I'm not that ''depressed lookin girl sittin around the house'' as my mom puts it. I'm not that ''No, stop, I dnt want to b around you'' person as Julius says. I'm finally me again & it feels great. I finally have someone that makes me feel like I'm worth it. That knows me & my past & doesn't hold shit against me. Man that feels great !..lol I'm no longer walkin on pins & needles watchin everything that I say to people. I'm finally happy with where I'm at in life. It feels great to have that one that is so secure w/ themselves. It feels great to have someone not accuse or judge you. These feelings I'm having are totally new. Different than from what I've felt before. I feel alive again. Totally free. My spirits are high & I'm truly happy. I've forgiven myself for the wrong I've done & I've forgiven him. He can keep wateva he has of mine. I dnt need it. I dnt want it. He must want it cuz he has yet to give it back. He can have it. I'm finally believing in me & doin what I want & makin me happy. This is the way it's gonna stay.