What is this?

I woke up feelin some type of way. Maybe that convo last nite really opened my eyes up. It's something on my mind but idk who to talk to about it. I jus really want to get past this stage. I just want to b able to move on now. I'm not talkin about relationship, I jus mean w/ life. I jus have to give this time. All I kno is that music is my bestfriend today....