I have alot of anger manifested inside of me. Idk how to get it all out. Writing things dwn aren't really helping as much as they did before. The ppl I need to actually get this out to dnt listen to me at all. Idk what to do. I need some kind of outlet to help me before I go any more crazier than I already am. That's right I really do believe that I'm not fully there in my brain because of what has happened to me in my 19 years of life. I'm scarred for life & honestly I hate it. I hate feeling like I can never be fixed. I feel alone, like no one really understand what I went thru & they dnt. I kno they dnt & it kills me. I feel like it has really taken over alot of my life & I'm tired of it.