Wow. After getting that off my chest I think I feel better. I've realized that no matter what I'll always love him, but I'm no longer in love w/ him. People change, that is most evident in this situation. I've really grown & matured these past couple weeks & I'm beginning to see that. I'm not looking for love now. I'm on a search to find myself. It's time that I take charge & do what I want to do. I love him, I'm not gonna lie I do but it just wasn't for us. I want someone that won't hold anything against me, that won't judge me or the people I'm around. I need someone that no matter what they will always know that I love them & only them. Somebody I wont have to worry about constantly bickering & arguing & regretting what was said.
I'm on a search for myself & while I'm lookin I wnt get distracted. The rest of this year & my New Years Resolution is to find myself w/o gettin thrown off track. I'm totally up for it.
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